When GOD has a Plan for your life, you may not understand.
She was rejected by her own mother. Abused by many at a tender age; physically, sexually, mentally--repeatedly. The only thing She knew at a tender age was to secretly pray to become eighteen. She remembers life like it was yesterday. She became a teen mom. Her life had just begun and now she is responsible for a life. A baby having a baby. Faced with more pain, rejection, and abuse. She had faced and seen some difficult and dreadful times in her life. She was mislead, misunderstood, and misused.S.H.E was never loved, buried in fear, shattered, broken, shaken, and wounded. She was lost in a cold world, and afraid to speak. Shut down and shut out for many years. She has scars in her heart; if her heart was a window that everyone could look through, the pain and scars they could see. She loved hard but was always hurt even harder. She gives and pours out a lot, while never recieving. As if life wasn't bad enough, she thought the unthinkable to end it all. But GOD said, "Try Me because I love you, I've chosen you, I've carried you this far for a reason, and My purpose will live through you. Just continue to trust Me". Now who is She? I am S.H.E. She means Sustain, Healed and Endures.
1 John 5:4
For whatsoever is born of GOD overcometh the world: and this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith.